'I don't like to say goodbyes' but I guess I would regret more if I didn't get to say them at all.

This could be nothing more than just another mere assumption, but I'm having the feeling that someone didn't go through such a good day today. Heeh if I'm able to see past the truth behind every words and icons, I'll be picking at them like pieces of tiny jigsaw puzzles >-<

I hate being such a busybody but I hate being being clueless even more. Its making me doubt and feel more distant than I already am. Well I'm not sure if I'm making any sense at all...

The time is 9:43pm so I'm literally waiting for sun to shine on a rainy day xD I've been on for more or less 7 hours by now I'm sure, I guess I'll head out and try to have some sleep.

The displeasing disadvantages of being seated next to an EX

1. You find yourself facing him when you want to sleep on your favorite side.

2. It feels a little queasy and a whole lot ANNOYING whenever he would squeeze through the already cramped space- in between your chair and the desk of the person sitting behind- just to short-cut his way out of the class. It comes w/o notice and you will have to pull your sit back fast if you don't wish to feel the ehem-ehem pressing against the back of the chair, or have your writing messed up.

3. Both is unwilling to pass or lend stuff to each other. Need I say more? xD

4. He'll be the first to notice and laugh at you if you ever wake up to realize that half the class is already up and leaving ~~

Moral of the story: Do not date people who share the same initials as you. Simple as that

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Uh nvm, seems that it has failed beyond this point. Hmm there's no more direct linking anymore >_<

I'll be back in a few hours. I just want to be updated apart from studying. I hope I won't have to bear news about sudden collapse again >_<

Goodnight and sweet dreams. Uh most importantly, take care (:
I'm feeling selfish, dammit. Am in a loss with what to believe here.

In case I don't get to return for the evening, I just want to let it be known that I will be back when my school break starts again, next week. In the meantime, you'll be able to see me lurking around for virtually semi important purposes (ahem) such as, the Poll, or.. such. xD
I need to run off now, we're taking modern math for tomorrow. When/how often do you study? What techniques or methods do you use that are helpful? Cramming? xD I hardly review my notes at home, but I do make use of extra time at school to do revision.
I do not think that is enough S:

Hi hello, how are you doing now? I hope you're having a great Sunday so far. Take care, have fun, I'll see you around ^-^
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I've made my friendlist a little more anorexic again. Sorry. I don't want to keep stalkers ^-^

I'm randomly pondering here, viewer discretion advised.
Something I'd like to try would be lucid dreaming. Lucid dreaming is basically when you are asleep, and while in a dream you know that you are dreaming. It's only happened less than 5 times that I can remember. And the last time it happened, it was HORRIBLE. Even though I knew I was dreaming the whole time, I somehow didn't grasp the simple concept that I was lying in bed at home xD During that dream I thought that I would be stuck at school forever. Idk why. There is also another reason why I want to dream too. Sometimes I dream of people... who I have a very strong attachment to. Sometimes when I wake up, it makes me sad when I realize that those people don't actually exist. I think it would be interesting --to say the least-- if I were more aware of when I was dreaming :0?